Have you ever been hurt by a person? Like when you think you two are the best of friends, and then the stupid brat's like "Y'know I'm only being nice to you so my parents won't be mad." That breaks a child's heart. That happend to me when I was only 5 years old. I see her every once in a while, but how could that NOT make me self concious? Am I not fun enough? Do I give off a "stupid" vibe? I don't know but I do know that I am not the same? It seems as though my life revolves around that. Like I wake up everyday trying to prove her wrong. I don't want to live like that anymore. I just want to wake up one day and have absolutley no worries. Be myself and not what everyone wants of me. I guess that's just me and everyone else is just stuck up. But I do know that I don't want to be people, I want to be Harp.